Rebirth (happy day)

Hey guys it is my literal Birthday today! 

I often forget when my Birthday is since I am a diligent loner who is very project-oriented and driven. 

However, this year is more special since I am feeling a REBIRTH happening. 

I made a complete break with the OLD me and started a new path this past week or so!!! 

Someone I hold dear whom I never met is my Mom's Mom. 

She felt it was too late for her and killed herself when my mom was 23. 

Everyday my Mom misses her (my Mom is now 80). 

I grew up everyday thinking about this since I'm extremely close to my Mom. 

One thing I learned is: 

It is NEVER too late to start again. 

The deeper and messier your past, the more of a REBIRTH you need. 

Taking pieces of the old as a seed to start over just WON'T WORK. 

Instead, throw out everything, and see what GROWS instead. 

I've recently been DOWN IN A HOLE and while I'd NEVER GIVE UP, 

I certainly have thought about it many times. 

When I have no more energy to fix what's wrong, 

I LET GO, and smash my vessel...let the LIGHT IN 

Once I freed my mind, I knew what to do and how to rebuild. 

Areas of Rebirth enabled by letting the LIGHT in: 

-cleaned closet with new direction toward Warrior Angel vibe 

-let go of Friends who don't love me 

-stop making so much effort to please everyone who doesn't love me 

-search my heart to find out who DOES truly know/love me 

-only invest myself with SAFE people 

-make my border IMPENETRABLE, remember Kindness doesn't mean letting people INSIDE 

-speak/act even more CAREFULLY, so there is much less fallout and harm for future fixing 

COURAGE, MY LOVE! 

I hope this message reaches your HEART and you can find the boldness to: 

Let Go 

Let the Light in 

Leave behind the darkness 

Be FREE 

Never look back 

Never give up 

Never Surrender 

Happy ReBIRTHDAY